30th
Givin em somethin I can fe-eel….
Today I am changing the song lyrics “Givin him somethin he can fe-eel” to “Givin HIM something I can feel”.
I tend to offer him control over only the particular areas of my life which I can hand over without feeling any pain from the removal. We often give to the degree that we
are still comfortable, feeling no pain :)
I recently sleighed a thing in my life and left it at his feet. The excruciating experience of loss felt like extirpating a nerve. However,
he rushes in (every time) and reconstructs that sore, wounded place. He gives me new eyes and brings me to my knees upon reflection. “How could I have
been so blindly controlled by that thing!?”
When I cry out “Lord SPEAK! I need to hear from you now!” I give ‘em somethin I can feel. Bam, he shows up. My heart would melt every time that my children
proved that they loved me that much.
Oh to “recklessly abandon”…
The expulsive power of the right and TRUE affection!
